Hurry up May 28, 2010

Here are some decor options for the wedding. Keep in mind that these were put together by Jas and me so they aren't that great but we kinda like them. This is a mason jar with rocks in the bottom and some daisies in them. These are going to be placed on the high top tables so people can mingle. They will have Gerber daisies or tulips in them. We also might do some mason jars with sand and candles in them on tables but for the most part they will be around the fence surrounding the pond.

This is a centerpiece option for the tables inside that people can sit at or they might go by the food tables or by the fire place. I love this one but it could use some tweaking.

FAVORITE!! I love the blue candle in it and the square vase. Everything about this one we love but we're trying to figure out where we can pull this "beachy" item in.

Along with these we are using wheat, mason jars, lanterns, candles, and flowers to pull everything together.

Other than that this whole wedding thing needs to hurry up. C'mon May 28, 2010! Jas and I found a place in Cancun we'd (well.. mostly I) love to go on our honeymoon. I went looking for wedding dresses this weekend and found a few I like, I guess. We are both so so ready for all the details to be made and yet we've only made TWO (the date and the venue)..

**Beware.. venting about to begin** I have had more people this week tell me this is suppose to be the best time of my life and that if I'm not enjoying it maybe we should wait.. but waiting isn't the issue it's the planning. The planning would be okay if others made it about what we want but that's not how it's going. I feel like every time I am involved in planning the more the relationships of mine and others disappear simply because I have to fight to get what we want. Maybe that's too much information but it's how it is. I don't really think there was ever a day that it was Jason and Jen's wedding. So maybe now others can see why it wouldn't be so much of the best time of my life.. and maybe others can see that I shouldn't wait because waiting isn't going to do anything but make things worse. Jason and I are way happier together and we work so well together that waiting would only prolong that. I feel so strongly that the further we are into planning the less this is about us and its so messed up.** Venting ending** I'm just over it and truthfully we're just over it. Jason has been so strong and encouraging but it's getting to him and it's so not fair.

uggghhh.. for some reason I feel like I should go back and remove that entire paragraph but I got it out there and I feel better about it. I'm sorry if some didn't want to read that but it's life and that's what this is.. it's our journey of love!

I pray we will continue to grow in love each and everyday as we have the last 3-4 years. I think it's safe to say that with every trouble we've overcome it and with everything we just grow more in love.. so forreal... HURRY UP May 28, 2010