Lately, I've been overwhelmed with feelings of love for my FANTASTIC fiance! I mean don't get me wrong.. I've always loved him with all my heart but I truly have never felt it so deep. We've been dating since we were 16 years old (now going on 21).. to some this doesn't seem like long but i've spent the best years of my life with him... and I plan on spending many more, God willing! It seems like times a good when I'm not around him but when I'm with him life is GREAT! He truly goes out of his way to make sure i'm happy and he strives to love me as best he can and that to me is so selfless because I know i'm a hand full. I'm moody, loud, silly, strong willed, and a BIG BABY! But he loves me... he always tells me how much he loves me so that I always know.. I never doubt that i'm loved. He tells me I'm beautiful and how much he misses me. I have been thinking about all these things that he does that make me feel special and I realized these were all words.. words mean so much but actions speak louder than words.. so i thought about EVERYTHING he does for me.. he lets me skip class and takes notes for me when i'm sick, he gets me water when i'm thirsty, he lifts me up when i'm discouraged, he reminds me of how much Jesus loves me when i'm struggling, he knows me so well that without words he knows what i'm feeling and what he can do to help.. I am so lucky!!
I have been thinking about when Jason proposed to me and the look on his face.. he was sooo happy! He suprised me *for the first time EVER* he got the perfect ring.. he made my heart drop to my toes when I looked beside me and saw this gorgeous man on one knee with a smile from ear to ear asking ME to marry him.. I just do not know how I got such an amazing man.
And I've been praying for those that don't have this kind of love .. that everyone would find that person God made for them. Someone to treat them right, make them laugh, know them so deeply that words aren't needed.
No comments:
Post a Comment