The entire week everyone has been asking me if I'm nervous or excited and I just couldn't tell them. I wasn't nervous and I wasn't really even that excited.. it just hadn't hit me. It still felt like it was so far away. We started with 609 days until the day was here and I still felt like i was just waiting. But now, I've written my vows, I can envision the ceremony and the music and me and my dress and the girls and I'm soooo excited! I'm not nervous though. Everyone at work says if you aren't nervous then that means you are ready. Not to say that if you were nervous before you got married that you weren't ready but I do feel ready!
I have to work a 12 tomorrow and then I'll be packing and cleaning the house and meeting with the person who will marry us to tie but all the loose ends and then it's really wedding time. My family comes in on sunday morning and then we go to the beach house on monday and then cheryl and her boyfriend come in on tuesday, wednesday is a special day for my mom and grandma's and I, and then it's bachelorette party, and then thursday it's set-up, rehearsal and rehearsal dinner... then home to birthday celebrate for lauren's(another bridesmaid) 21st birthday because it's really on the wedding day and we have to make her feel special! Then it's wedding day!!! I feel like it's going to fly by now and I'm kinda not ready for that, which is a major change from last week when I was just ready for the whole thing to be over!!!
Cross your fingers... i have to pick up my dress from the dry-cleaners on friday and I'm hoping that it still fits, that it isn't damaged and that the CRAZY amount of money I spent to get a tiny little bit of make-up out of it will be worth it in the end.
Going to do laundry!
Thanks and Enjoy,
Jen
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