16 months to go.. I think

I'm blogging since I feel like I've let our blog readers down.. so here are some updates on the wedding.. we have 16 months and a few weeks/days to go before we get married. And though that continues to seem like forever to some.. I'm getting nervous. Our wedding plans are continuously changing.. and when I say continuously changing i mean like everyday. We have no idea where we want to get married though we (or should I say I) am leaning more towards one idea more than the other. We have yet to find the place to do the ceremony/reception just because I am so indecisive and don't know how to make set decisions. And of course my wonderful fiance has said from the beginning this is my day so he is just going with the flow. At this point I'd love for him to say you know what i really would rather do it here, or nope don't like that... just a little help would be great. But he is making it all about me which is wonderful yet so so hard to handle.

Months before we got engaged I was sure I knew exactly what I wanted and was going to get it...HA! I was in a dream world.. and reality set in and this was a harder task than thought.

So where are we now? We have nothing planned.. nothing set.. no ideas together.. no dresses that I love.. no idea which day we are doing it (we have two in mind and it's a toss up).. colors we have but they depend on our venue.. and it's a mad house.

I do most of my wedding planning when my brain is over flowing with nursing facts so I'm always stressed! But my family has stepped in and taken the reins. My mom has been calling places but her ideas are just not the same as mine. My aunt has been contacting people she knows and the two of them together think they pretty much know how to decorate.. that scares me! They do have great decorating sense(though Jason would disagree) but I think when the day comes they are going to ask themselves what they were thinking. And who knows if it will turn out how I planned..wait.. I don't even have a plan...

My plans were to do the whole wedding planning thing over the summer.. however that seems impossible. I'd have to know exactly what I wanted and make decisions on the spot and the Lord knows I'm not capable of that.

P.S- it is not fun living in Charleston when trying to find a wedding venue. Apparently Charleston is a nice place for destination weddings and they think every square inch of this state is worth millions..

Enjoy!