I really couldn't think of another time in my life where we've spent so much time making decisions and not getting anywhere. Today is roughly 460-something odd days away from our wedding day and we've got nothing. So really there are no new updates and nothing exciting to tell you but I just felt like blogging today. So I'm going to blog about something else that has been on my mind lately... how much I can't wait for that day, how special it will be, and seriously how I have the greatest guy around.
I cannot wait.. I keep thinking to myself hmm next year around this time I'll be counting down the days and i will be so so close. Then I start to think about the week of the wedding and get crazy excited.. but the fact is there is no words or thoughts that can sum up the feelings i'll be feeling those days. For those of you that will be around me at that time I'm sorry ahead of time. I know I'll probably be a little(ha I'm laughing to myself because I don't think a little is the right word to be used there... more like MORE THAN EVER BEFORE) crazy and moody but please I beg you.. do not let me turn into a Bridezilla.
Jason and I have had an amazing relationship and not once have I thought to myself why him? Because though we are TOTAL opposites he is everything and more than enough for me. I couldn't thank God enough for him. He has been so good to me.. I'm not even going to start listing the ways he has been because no one else wants to read about that. So I'll just leave it at that. I can't wait to marry him and there is no other guy on this earth I ever want by my side, NEVER! We were talking the other day about if we could would we change anything about our past.. and I said no because I LOVE where I am in life. But if we could change a few things and still end up where we are today we both agree we would never date other people.. but even though we did we are so so happy because we realize there is nothing in this world like TRUE love. Now, I'm getting all mushy gushy so I'll stop. But really it is amazing and I pray that everyone will find that one person in life.
I really have tons of other things to do.. like get showered, go to work, do hw.. so I should probably go. Maybe I'll finish this another day!
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